complexity untied

yes, i've changed the song..
in other words, i've come to realize how 'bengong' i was on that day to post a song which wasn't even related to the current situation at that time..i was so down n weak inside that i couldn't even think properly..but insyaallah i'll try to sort everything out slowly n get myself straight n back to normal. :)
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Dear Allah,
i'm at my weakest point.
please make ease everything for me.

it's ur 25th! :)

(240110)

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY BABY!
a year older, a year wiser
may all ur wish come true
Insyaallah~

2010

this is the year that needs me to work harder

to prove that i'm as good and real

to establish my own achievemet and performance

to walk away from under the shadow that's been following me

like it or not

i realize, the neon lights are no longer shining on me

and i'm stumbling with jealousy

i know, its time to do something

and this time it's for me!

p.s: seriously, i really envy them!

301209

2 years and counting....

praying for a happy ending :)

i love u~

i wanna live like i'm dying..

it'll be quite some time till then..

n who knows what'll happen in between..

just hope tht i'll live long enough to wait for tht time to come ;)

so much to say,

so much to do,

so much to share,

so much to explore,

so much love to give,

god please give me enough time to realise it all...

uzbek 09

(17 - 24 nov 09)
a week of what i call "real holiday"!
^_^

love & life

story1

this is a real sad story....n it made me cry...hope that it'll not happen to me, insyallah..


story2

n this...is what i call true love~ :)

mmm...

" i want you to do your best.
u tau kan your mom and your dad berharap kat u.
you know they love you rite?
i nak you berusaha gigih.
i want you to be an icon.
i want you to go further up.
i nak u naik sebagai AM yang bermaruah.
i put my trust in you that u will be successful. "

Arghh...feels like there's a HUGE burden on my back!!
...hopes, expectations, trusts...hmmm~~

i'm trying, u know...

cute! :)

yeah, i wanna fall in love with u again!
seriously... ^_^

what's written in the "missing pages" ?

it's like i'm reading a novel with few missing pages here n there...
hv any idea how that feels?

hmm..i thought tht it wouldn't hv any impact on me,
but i guess i was wrong..
somehow, it actually did.

life is...

now i understand what she meant and how she must've felt,
coz i think i'm experiencing it too..
right now

and i realize that it's easy to tell others to be strong,
but it's definitely hard to be one..
but no matter how hard it is, u know i'll keep on trying..

it's just tht..
currently i'm out of my supplements :(

a photo of us waiting....
somehow, i just like it! :)

note that heals...

"Sometimes in life u find a special friend,
the one who changes ur life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes u believe that there really is good in this world.
Someone who convinces u that there really is an unlocked door,
just waiting for u to open it.
And that someone is u my dear friend!
Hv a nice day!"

Once in a while, it's good to know that what i did brings happiness to someone's life. It's a blessing to know that there are still people out there who appreciate and treasure me in their lives. And it's really grateful to know that i'm still someone's someone.

Thanx for the sweet note dear friend! U really made my day! :)

recent illusion

" Is there a chance that there might be traces of her that u carry under the surface? "

quote for the day..

“Believe that dreams come true everyday…

Coz they DO!”

Or should i say..

“Dream big everyday, coz finally they’ll come true..”

Ahaha..i don’t know..

Just pick one that suits urself

I’ve picked mine.

^_^

reflection

a song full of meaning...