i wanna live like i'm dying..

it'll be quite some time till then..

n who knows what'll happen in between..

just hope tht i'll live long enough to wait for tht time to come ;)

so much to say,

so much to do,

so much to share,

so much to explore,

so much love to give,

god please give me enough time to realise it all...

uzbek 09

(17 - 24 nov 09)
a week of what i call "real holiday"!
^_^

love & life

story1

this is a real sad story....n it made me cry...hope that it'll not happen to me, insyallah..


story2

n this...is what i call true love~ :)

mmm...

" i want you to do your best.
u tau kan your mom and your dad berharap kat u.
you know they love you rite?
i nak you berusaha gigih.
i want you to be an icon.
i want you to go further up.
i nak u naik sebagai AM yang bermaruah.
i put my trust in you that u will be successful. "

Arghh...feels like there's a HUGE burden on my back!!
...hopes, expectations, trusts...hmmm~~

i'm trying, u know...

cute! :)

yeah, i wanna fall in love with u again!
seriously... ^_^

what's written in the "missing pages" ?

it's like i'm reading a novel with few missing pages here n there...
hv any idea how that feels?

hmm..i thought tht it wouldn't hv any impact on me,
but i guess i was wrong..
somehow, it actually did.

life is...

now i understand what she meant and how she must've felt,
coz i think i'm experiencing it too..
right now

and i realize that it's easy to tell others to be strong,
but it's definitely hard to be one..
but no matter how hard it is, u know i'll keep on trying..

it's just tht..
currently i'm out of my supplements :(

a photo of us waiting....
somehow, i just like it! :)

note that heals...

"Sometimes in life u find a special friend,
the one who changes ur life just by being part of it.
Someone who makes u believe that there really is good in this world.
Someone who convinces u that there really is an unlocked door,
just waiting for u to open it.
And that someone is u my dear friend!
Hv a nice day!"

Once in a while, it's good to know that what i did brings happiness to someone's life. It's a blessing to know that there are still people out there who appreciate and treasure me in their lives. And it's really grateful to know that i'm still someone's someone.

Thanx for the sweet note dear friend! U really made my day! :)

recent illusion

" Is there a chance that there might be traces of her that u carry under the surface? "

quote for the day..

“Believe that dreams come true everyday…

Coz they DO!”

Or should i say..

“Dream big everyday, coz finally they’ll come true..”

Ahaha..i don’t know..

Just pick one that suits urself

I’ve picked mine.

^_^

reflection

a song full of meaning...

kepadaMu ku memohon..

Oh Tuhan, seandainya telah Kau catatkan
Dia milikku, tercipta untuk diriku
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan

Ya Allah, ku mohon
Apa yang telah Kau takdirkan
Ku harap dia adalah yang terbaik buatku
Kerana Engkau tahu segala isi hatiku
Pelihara daku dari kemurkaanMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pemurah
Beri kekuatan jua harapan
Membina diri yang lesu tak bermaya
Semaikan setulus kasih di jiwa

Ku pasrah kepadaMu

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Penyayang

Ku pohon padaMu

Kurniakanlah aku
Pasangan yang beriman

Bisa memimpin aku kejalanMu

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang penyayang

Yang kasihnya padaku takkan pernah surut

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang sopan dan beradab

Menghormati kedua ibu dan ayahku

Kurniakanlah aku pasangan yang bertanggungjawab

Yang tertib menjalankan setiap apa yang diamanahkan keatas dirinya

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang dapat menghormati aku

Sebagai teman hidup sepanjang hayatnya

Kurniakanlah aku

Pasangan yang dapat menerima aku seadanya

Seperti adanya aku dulu, kini dan sampai bila-bila..

Kurniakanlah aku Ya Allah,

Teman yang Kau tahu terbaik buatku

Supaya ku dan dia
Dapat melayar bahtera
Ke muara cinta yang Engkau redhai

Ya Tuhanku, yang Maha Pengasih
Engkau sahaja pemeliharaku
Dengarkan rintihan hambaMu ini
Jangan Engkau biarkan ku sendiri

Agarku bisa bahagia
Walau tanpa bersamanya
Gantikanlah yang hilang
Tumbuhkan yang telah patah

Ku inginkan bahagia
Di dunia dan akhirat

PadaMu Tuhan ku mohon segala

Perkenankanlah doa hambaMu ini…

different
oh i missed it !!

is it so?

"Could you please lie to me once in a while to make me happy?"

Sometimes hypocracy does help to make u feel good and have a better perception on everything.

it would b great if...

“ Live seems easy when we got someone who really understand and accept us as we are. No matter what happen outside; wars, storms or even economic crisis. It’s nice to know when we are at home someone will welcome us with a bright smile and a warm-loving hug."

sham86 - Diabetic for being too sweet and corny.